ada had nya.

*suasana y dingin, tp aq kpnasan, ahah! lain~
sabar dgn gya ko. hebat ! hebat! hebat!
sometimes aq rsa dri aq ni bodo sbb xdpt prthankn dri aq sndri. bgi bear jak urg wat ska ati. mka, dri sbnar x bgtu. aq ni jnis y mbrontak jgk. tp  when it comes situation gtu. aq lbh dpt kwal dri aq. sbb masi fkir reltionship y ada. xmok rosak , gra2 sikap aq y gtu. masi la da consideration kiranya. tp ko, makin aq sabr, mkin jg gya ko mkin kiut. nice! trukn la usha mu bgtu, mmg mju ko tu. aq la y tggl d blkg. trma kasi. than ati tuk bbrpa bulan jg, dmi dri sndri. hoho! ( mcm pngkn dri pla, bkn bgtu~~) bla mok brubah ar? xpala. bgi can sma ko laa. xlma jg ko cni kan. urg igt ko dgn jsa baek ko jgk ba. tq! aq la y palingg~
sume urg da btasnya, aq pun sma. jgn smpai aq pn smapi btas sdh. bkn ko sja ar.
thats ol. k, bye!

*sensitif ckit, soe if da trsa.

:)

same feeling:
owez smile,
owez know,
owez thankful.

*evrything happen for a reason. useless being regret, just move on and hope it will change, even a bit.
(bljr menguatkan smgt sndri) ehe

"tggi rendh langit"

assalamulaikum~

hello, hye~ lma x updte. phm2la student life kn. eheh. bz dgn itu ini la knuk. sgla assgnmnt, quiz test n presnttion lgik. huh! sgtt2 memenatkn, smpai mok tdur pn, xpena slsa n lena sbb tpkir kn itu ini blum siap. sume mok wat kje lst minit. (salah sndri jgk, bru tow!) ehehe. msa2 skrg ni, byk y x ckup, bkn jak tdur, mkn pn xtntu sdh, kjp xda slra, kjp tlbh slera pla. mok p mkn tu la mkn ni la. klh2 ppuan mgidam pn ada. eheh.

btw, ari ni mok cite sal tggi lgit nya bumi. means here, bla urg tu sdh brda d atas, sume mok d tembirangkn. well, dy ada kn, mentg2 aq xda. mmg la jeles! spa x. tpula klow x tgk kjyaan sseorg tp bla d bwh rsa mcm mok bnuh dri pun ada. mok lari lju2 then hantk kpla d dinding, mkn rcun tikus. bear x rsa sume kperitan keggaln. jgn d tnya pena ka rsa x, sdgn ykinnya aq jawab . sgtla sllu! hurm. hnya mmpu tsnyum. mmg xlri dri sume tu, sume manusia. tp itu xla truk sgt. cuma y mnerukkn tu (hehe) adalh org sklling, apalagik urg tu tgolong dlm urg y tgh brda d ats.sgt rsa thina. bkn mmbgi smgt, mlemahkn adala. kn sptutnya bgila sdkit kta smgt, bear x down abis2. tp ni x. mcm aq ckp tdila, mok bnuh dri time tu jgk pn ada. mok mngis, xsggup. tllu sedi n kcewa smpai air mta pun segan mok keluar. spt rsa mlunya bla d plkukn spt itu. hidup2x. 

hidup ssh, matik? lagiklaa ssh. mnusia xpena puas, sifat tu akn sntsa ada. aq akui pn rsa bgtu, tp agk2la jgk kn. tgk keadaan n msa. jgala ati urg lain jgk, aggp jak ko tgh bdri d atas kki urg tu, bygkn pa y ko akn rsa. sgtt skit! sgt kcewa! bkn tdk brsha mok mdptkn bgtu, ntah pa y kurg. xckup usha kli? hmpir tiap mlm struggle, xckup tdur smpi tmbuh jerwt y xtntu, ttp jg masi sma. doa? jgn d tnya. mmgla akn da y ckp, jgn ptus asa, truskn usaha. prsoalnnya, smpai bla? hnay mmp u bsabar n iklas kn ssuatu hal tu. mmg xda bnda lain y mmpu d wat. telan jakla pa y urg luar tu ckp. msuk tlga knn, kuar tlga kiri. hantam ko laa~ ada aq kesah? ehehe. 

so, ksimpulannya, bearla ko jlni idupmu ni dgn ati y sgtt2 sbar. jgn brhenti ttpi truskn. inshAllah dan yakin sume tu akn ko dpat. cma lmbt dan cpt shja. lain2 urg lain rzki. xsume y kta mntk akn dpt. jd, live must go on. u can do it girl! eheeh

                                                                 

:)

inshaAllah :)

                                                

sesajer~

assalamualaikum.

selamat ari rya maaf zhir , tp batin x. eheh. igt mok ucp rya n update sal ari rya thun ni pnjg2, tp mood mok post entry y lain pla ari ni. lgpn, gmbr rya kmi y cntik2 blum dpat g dri kwan. almklumlaa, bgmbr gna hp kwn jak. sbb hp kta sgtlaa moden. hohho! so, bla sdh dpt, brula updte entry sal rya thun ni. eheh

uke2, kmbli kpd cite y asal, sbnrnya ari ni mok cite diri aq. actually, sifat aq y sgtt mudah ptus asa n geram, n skit ati thdap ssuatu. oh sad~
btul ni, tsgtla mudah aq ptus asa thdap ssuatu hal, pa g klow aq da skit ati dgn ssuatu tu, aq tggl jak kje tu n pegi tdur. knuk2 mok lpakn laa ,kes2 malas mok pkir, mlas mok serabutkn otak sndri. smpai sggup tdur bejam2 sbb mok lpakn.mgkn sbb itu jgklaa aq jdi urg y sgt kuat tdur. hoho! jgn mrahh aa~ bkn brusaha pun mok slsai kn. der! apa mcm pnya prgai oo. eheh. sdh brsaha mok ubh prgai, mok slssaikn msalh tu time tu jgk. tp sdh gya bgtu. (mindset nun, ubah!) ehehe.

so, ksimpulannya d cni. aq akn cba ubah prgai aq tu, byk jgklaa aq bca quotes2 y bgi smgt ni. (tem bca jak smgt, pas bca. lpa sdh).inshaAllah dgn doa y byk. eheh.ar,  plpa pun satu msalh g. aishh~  (bla knuk mok abis cite ni, blg ksimpulan sdh.? hoho), urm, kdg2 urg skliling pndae bachat dgn aq . makku sndri pun, sbb mok igtkn blik pa y aq lpa tu. eheh. soe bangett~ xsgja baa.

uke, btul2 ksimpulan sdh. lasy word. selamt ari rya. eheeh. maaf klow pena wat slah, tkasar bhsa, tpkul d mn2, ehehe.

until then, salam. have a nice day all. ehehe. :)

just be strong!!

*just be strong, Allah will always be with us. just pray and believe

"bersahur" with UiTM Sabah rektor

assalamualaikum~

once again i come back with new entry. today i want to shared about our activity where we "bersahur" with our university's rector.
this actually happen on 5th of august. we really excited when we heard about this activity that included our own rektor want to having his 'sahur' with his students. and, for your information, some of our friend did not sleep afraid that he/she will overslept and missed the moment. eheh. how funny~
this activities not only included us but also all the small organization in UiTM and also the staffs.
below are some of the pictures that have been taken.

while waiting rektor to come. eehh.

look t their eyes. eheh.every one is very happy, even though its 2-3 in the morning. heh

no one want to missed when photo was taking. ahaha

have a memories with all the staffs and commander

rektor is having his meal  first. selamat besahur. eehe

very concentrate when rektor are giving his speech, but some are in sleep mode. eheh

this event actually are specialized for students who lives outside, but we also come to make the event more people and happening. eheh.

so, selamat besahur and selamat berpuasa. have a nice fasting month to muslims all over the world. just be patient, raya will be coming in just a few days.

its all about friendship

assalmualaikum~ 

today i jumped with my dearest and old friend, she make me remember all the pass about us. our memories together, sad and happy time. miss all of them. wish that we could be back just like back time. 

“Friendship is born at that moment when one person says to another: "What! You too? I thought I was the only one.” 
― C.S. Lewis

“A friend is someone who knows all about you and still loves you.” 
― Elbert Hubbard

“When we honestly ask ourselves which person in our lives mean the most to us, we often find that it is those who, instead of giving advice, solutions, or cures, have chosen rather to share our pain and touch our wounds with a warm and tender hand. The friend who can be silent with us in a moment of despair or confusion, who can stay with us in an hour of grief and bereavement, who can tolerate not knowing, not curing, not healing and face with us the reality of our powerlessness, that is a friend who cares.” 
― Henri J.M. Nouwen, The Road to Daybreak: A Spiritual Journey

“You are my best friend as well as my lover, and I do not know which side of you I enjoy the most. I treasure each side, just as I have treasured our life together.” 
― Nicholas Sparks, The Notebook

ahlan wa sahlan ya ramadhan :)

assalamualaikum~
 ahlan wa sahlan yaa ramadhan~

what a really long after updating my last entry. really having a blasted busy week. looks like i'm a working person but yet still study. ehehe. without realize now we already in fasting month. welcome ya ramadhan. :)

until now, this is my 3th time fasting without family's side. ah! so sad~ but it’s okay since i have my friend beside to face the day together. thank you my dearest friend. You all are really meant to me. Hoho!

Btw, . happy fasting month to all Muslims in the world. Just want to remember to myself and others to not do what we not allowed to do, but do the things we must and should do. eheh.

notitle!

its about you. ( post y agak snsitif ckit bg sstgh urg. ) n akn tkjut bb this is the first tme aq post something y cmneh. eheeh. agak getek ckitlaa. tp y mmbcaa. sabo jelaa yea~

firstly, mok bg gk gmbr psal urg y bkal aq cite ni. spa dp teka. sukurlaa. jrg2 blh kenal. sbb aq sdh edit gla2 pic dy, bear x ktraa. sbb aq tow kwn2 aq meti rmai y kenal. sja jak wat misteri2 ckit. hehe.

dluu aq xda feeling pun sama dy. 100% kosong. eheh. sja jak lyan2 bkin tmbah koleksi kawan n pminat (la sgt) . kmi sdh mmg kenal punn, sdh agak lma jgk. cuma kmi bru lg TERkontek blik. ntah knp  blh brlku nya kjadia tu. jdoh la kli tu kn. eheh. tpi msa mgubah sgalanyaa, bgtu lma tuk aq try lupakn llki y aq ska tu, n diala urg y bjya mlkukannya. good job boy! ehehe. kra hebat jgla ko ni. kuasa Allah mgubah atiku .dluu mmg aq akui aq xda sdkit feeling pun sma dy, tpi mcm skrg mkin ari mkin adaa. (ati n prsaan sgt sukr d jgka ) urm, sume ni mgkn sbb dy caring (kot) n owez be with gtuu. ( gli punyaa ayat) eheh. mmg jrg jmpa llki cm tuu.sekli seumur idup, jd, hrgai la urg y sygg kta. eheh.  sdh dy syygg sm kta, mn mok lpas. ehehe. aq bsyukur sbb tecan jgak rsa d sygii spt itu. jrg2. eheh.

wlopu, aq y keras kpla ni xmok trma dy. wlopun, ati ska, but jdoh kta xtow kan. bkn mok slah kn tkdir, tp bgtulaa lumrahnyaa. dy ada 1 sbb y aq sgt tdk blh trma. secret! huhu. and sadd~ kta hidupp ni bkn smata2 hnya bsandarkn cntaa n sygg smata2. da jg urg idup tnpa sume tu. atas sbb2 y ttntu. ehehe.

syukur jgk dy ptus asa wktu2 gni, (mgknlaa) sbb sdh brpa ari dy x kontek aq. sbb aq x perlu lgik bg alasan y mcam2 tuk x trma dy. kdg2, aq tpkir jg aq x dpat idup tna dy, sbb aq sdh terbeasa dgn keADAannya dalm idup aq. feel safe jgklaa kdg2. wlopun, dy x kwnkn aq jlan. tp dy akn wat seolah2 dy ada sma aq time jlan tu. apa lagik klow aq jln sndri. aq ni ska jg jlan sndri2. eheheh. bla aq sedi, dy urg pertma ceriakn aq, bla aq sakit dy y teman kn aq mlam2. sggup dy ikt x tsur. be kol smpai pnas tlgaa. hehe. aq jak y jahat sma dy. SOEE sgt100x sbb lyan ko bruk, kasar2. xda niat mok lukakan ati mu walau sdkit punn.sgtt!

evrything happen for a reason ba kn. apa2 punn, trma kasi kpda Allah sbb tmukan aq dgn dy, bgi kongsi rsa sygg dr dy n sume2 la y sdh dy wat tuk aq. eeheh.  tuk dy sendri terima kasi y x trhgga sbb brikan aq sygg n atinyaa. aq epi jgk slma dgn dy.( wlopun, x pena kapel. sbb aq x pena bg kata ptus,. aq tow mndrita) ehehe.
aq wat sume ni tuk kpntgn mu jgk ba, wlopun, bgmu aq x pena pkir ckit pun psal ko. i do cares all about u. it just i pretend like i dont. sja jak xmok ngaku. ehehe

*brharap y ko akan jmpa someone y much better than me, mnyayangimu lbh dri kuu, lmah lambut,baik ati n sume nya la baa. sedi jgk lpaskn ko gtuu jak. tp sume ni tuk kebaikn kta 2 jgk. ( amboi!! mcm film cnta d tv ba) ehehe.

ni gambar pnutu la kiranyaa. sja ampit2. aehehe. saranghae <3 !

cutikuu~

asssalamualaikum~

setelah skian lma, akirnya aq MErajinkn jg dri mok update d blog ni. mmg lma sdh  update. sbb? kmpmla y no 1 mlas mgundang. ehehe. ke2, line kdg2 ada, kdg2 xda. jd. xda msa mok curik line kwn gra2 mok updte blog. klow msa d uma lgilaa. mmpu p cc jak. mmg awal2 mok updte, p bla sdh un9. ntah pa2 jak y d lwat . eheh.

cite psal cuti, cuti sem ni adalh y plg lma pena aq rsa slma bljr d uitm ni.eheeh. sgt bhagia n sgt mbosankn. eheh.

wlpon gtuu. sempt jg jln2, mkn2 sma my bestfren. n sempt jgkla snap2. mmori terindah la ktakan. ehehe

teruskan sjaaa~

Just because I laugh a lot, 

doesn't mean my life is easy. 

Just because I have a smile on my face every day, 

doesn't mean that somethings not bothering me. 

Its just that I choose to move on with the negative in my life, 

and keep my head up, instead of dwelling on the past.

beyane.

sorrryyy.. tdk semena-menanya dpat mnrima drimu dlam idup ku. sgtsgst mntk maaf. bkn sgja mok mnolak. Being friends kan lebh bguss.soal ati n persaan sgt complicated. wloupuun ssetgh urg ckp trma la urg y mncintaimu. tp aq x dpt wat gtu. aq x dpat tipu ati aku sndri. sbb d atiku sdh mmg ada ug lain y sdh tertanam agak lma jgk la. agak sukar mnrima urg baru. tp ill try my best. doakn jak ati ku tbuka utk mletakkn ko. klow ada , adalh. sabar! klow ada jdoh x kn kmna. 

sorry again. 

stress?

assalamualaikum.
skrg sdh stat exam. n yes. aq mmg seteressss. gra2 sume subjek mmbca. y sgtsgtsgt aq lemah. bca2 byk kli pun, x jgk phm n hafal. mkin ngntuk lgiklaa. x smpai 5 min bca. sdh mta berair2 mnhan ngntuk. apa matcamm ba  ni. sbaarrrrr~~~
especially LAW pleasepleaseplease be nice to me. kli ni jak ba. hoohho!

*ini la bku bkin aku seteressss!! fuhh! 

*ya Allah. tlglaa hmbamu ni.
bka la pntu ati ini utk trus dan trus ke arah kjyaan.
ssguhnya hnya Engkau y Maha dalm sgla2 hal. amin*

salah siapa?

assalamualaikum~

slah spa bla ssuatu hal/mslh itu d tunjukkn kpd urg lain?
situasi slg mylhkn xkn pena lari bla 1 msalh tjdi. spt y aq alami skrg.
dimna.. ehehe. bgni citenya. skrg ni tgh stdy week, then . ptutnya mggu stdy la ba kn. tp bla ada lec y wat klas atau maybe test ka pa ka ( y swaktu dgnnya) time stdy week dn dy mylhkn pljr itu sndri sbb buat kje lainla . mcm kes aq , aku plg kampung time tu. itu mmg hak aq la kn tuk blik. xda spa y hlg. lgpunn, x slh. mmg akn rmai pljr y akn beplgn pun msa tu. bg aq slhnya jg x wat tem kelas ari tu.
n 1 lect ni wat la test time stdy week ni. dan x kn dpt mrkh klow x dtg. bkras sgt x mok bg mrkh n can wat awl dri pljr lain. kmi abis sylabus awal jgk ba ari tu. tp x plak d wat . mok jg tggu time stdy week. klow pljr tu ckit, xpalaa. ni . bkn alg2 jgk laa. "msa aq bkn utk kmu sndri" and yes. msa kmi pn bkn tuk sbject tu sndri jgk. mksd aku, nmnya jg stdy week, msa ni d bg sume pljr tuk stdy, wat persediaan tuk final exam y akn dtg. bkn d bebani dg test lg. aq plg pun, bkn sja2. sdh parents suh blik, bliklaa. skli mntk restu tuk exm nnt. tket sdh bli lg awal sblm pembrthuan test akn d wat pd  msa y sma tu.
kseann dgn kwn2 aq y kna bbris mnggu gilirn. blh d ktkan mmbuang msa la jgk sbb kn msa y mnggu gilirn tu kn blh d gnakan tuk stdy sbjek lain. y kengkwan aq ni pun x tpkir bw bku sbb igtkn skjp. lg pla. mn la blh bljr dgn keadaan y sesk tu. perlu senyap ba bla bljr. ehehe. smpai ada y d antra  mreka y fed up (termasuk aq, tp syukur d bg chance jg) ehehe.. x mok wat sdh.  dgn test yang .. hurm~ aq pun x tow mok ckp cmna, hnya mmpu senyum kelat2. hoho!.
tp waloupn gtu. Alhmdulillah kmi sume sempt abiskn test tu td . itupun, 8 mlm. tp kseann jg dgn mreka2 y x dpt buat. kmi org last y d trima. sygg jg mrkh tu. blh mybbkn jtuhnya pointer. sbb tu kmi wat jak. mrkh tu blkg kira laa. mmg terdiam jgklaa x tjwb. mn2la. y pntg lepas. mok pkir bnda lain lgik ni. LAW! huh! matikkk~ sabar~ peln. blh tu. yakinla sgtt knuk..


* gudd luck tuk sume pljr uitm n  tuk dri ku sndri jgk. . buat shbis baik
do better than before. chnge slgi aq masi mmpu. ill try my besh.
btw,. kengkwan stp aq sdh dpt result. syukur sume result durg mantap2. wah~ kelas!! hrap2 lpas ni blh smbg tdy, klow blh bearla durg sma2. jd, dpt besakn dri. rsa mcm mn idup d dunia y lbh luas , lebar pmndagn ni. kehkeh.. xla mcm aq msa awal2 msuk ari t. c lugai. ahah. kdg2 nyesal jgk x sma2 ambl stp sma durg, sbb durg lbh awl grde dri aku. tp syukurlaa. masing2 lain rzki. lain2 pglman n cbran idup .kn?? msing2 da mnis n phit nyaaa. cewah! eehehe.

till then, salam...

....

*mmg semua ujian ini mgajar dri aq utk lbh mdekat dri dgn Allah. trma kasi y tdk thgga. x brni mjnjikan apa2. tp akn cba y trbaik.

alihkan la matamu ke arah LAUT, airnya cantik membiru & penuh ketenangan..

tetapi hanya ALLAH yg tahu rahsia ddlmnya..

bgtu jg dgn khidupan manusia..riang..ketawa...mahupun duka...

tapi hanya ALLAH tahu rahsia kehidupnnya..

jika KECEWA, pndanglah ke SUNGAI..airnya tetap mgalir biar pun berjuta batu menghalang..

jika BERSEDIH..pandanglah ke LANGIT, dn igtlah bhwa ALLAH sntsa brsma mu..

MENGIRINGI stiap lgkhmu..

MENYUSULI stiap doamu..

BUKAN SAJA-SAJA Allah meletakkan anda dalam BIDANG itu..

BUKAN SAJA-SAJA Allah mengurniakan anda KEPAKARAN itu..

BUKAN SAJA-SAJA Allah memasukkan KELEMAHAN itu..

BUKAN SAJA-SAJA Allah memberikan UJIAN sebegitu..

BUKAN SAJA-SAJA Allah membiarkan anda mengemudi dalam KEADAAN sebegitu..

MELAINKAN Allah tahu anda akan memberikan sesuatu dalam bidang itu..

MELAINKAN Allah tahu anda bakal membiakkan ilmu-ilmu itu..

MELAINKAN Allah akan temukan anda dengan insan-insan ikhlas membantu..

MELAINKAN Allah mahu menguatkanmu..

MELAINKAN Allah mahu anda tahu betapa tingginya kasih sayangNya padamu

*betapa aq sgt mgharapkn ada seseorg yg mahu mendengar serta memahami apa y aq rsa serta alami ini. 

(speechless)

assalamualaikum.

pulau manukan :)

assalamualaikum..

seronok mnikmati keindahan pulau manukan. subhanallah~ syukur sempat jgk dtg jln2 sana. alhmdulillah selmat smapi dan plg ke hostel. kira brnai matikla jgk kmi ni sbb p sna tnpa pnjga. jg dri sndri sak. hehe. xda llki y temnkn kmi p sna. ppuan sume. blh jgkla d ktakn girls day out; ahaha. knuk. ni bru 8 urg y p, blum g sume genk p. naa. karau laa.
enjoy2. bkn sllu dpat pluang gtu. mmg besh! pa salhnya skli skla p cuti2 wlopun shari . gntg jgklaa. blm puas main lagik trus mok plg. tp ukeylaa.

nnt klow da msa mok p lagik. ehehe. ni pun kmi sempt p sbb aktviti kmi cncel.
eheeh